Key club first meet

At 7:07pm my parents returned with the car. I argued some, but eventually decided to go even if I was late. We arrive around 7:16 ish to my high school, where I found a random seat, near people I thought I knew. I talked a little to them, turned out they were just random people. At around 7:30 we all got up and played a game to know other people, whom I knew barely any. I find some people I think I knew and just switched in between groups every time a new game started. Meeting new people was fun, getting to know their names(which I've sadly already forgotten), and hanging around them for a while. When I got home I tried to exercise like normal, but somehow felt down, I don't know why.

Waiting

We were so close
and now so far
how do I cope..
with this longing feeling
together for only a short time
I wish it would last
wanting it to continue
what am I to do?

Every day...
I miss you more
I space out randomly..
thinking about you
I try not to...
occupying myself in activities
but whenever I'm free
your the first thing on my mind

I have to wait (a year)
overloading myself...
extracurricular activities; studying
just to hasten that time
for the day
my world will re bloom...
being with you
together once again

Summer

The end of sophmore year

the beginning of freedom

I leave with few regrets

for the fun has just begun

At the end of June

I left for MA

the drive taking a day

feel asleep right away

first week was difficult

train system, one way roads

new class, new people, and

new environment.

First day at Junction

I ended up in a good group

though i still felt isolated

no one I knew...

all strangers

I stayed with them (group) for a while

slowly talking to others

eventually switching (group)

and meeting new people

making more friends

and one special person

Junction ended quickly

wanting more time...

wishing to stay...

being separated...

I miss MA already

but will come back next year :)

Bored

Monday; the beginning

the week passing by

homework and classwork piling up

extracurricular activities

no time to enjoy

When Friday comes

what is there to do?

cant get out

nothing planned

just settling here (at home)

time slowly passing by

like an hourglass

i slowly feel empty

Through the day though

I have one person

I talk to

filling that void...

of emptiness

with them..

the day passes by

the hourglass turned

and the emptiness gone

Distant

Meeting you..

my life changed

watching you..

quietly ; I was contempt

Talking to you,

knowing you,

how can i forget....?

the happiness you brought...

Being with you...

my world bloomed;

that short time.....

though considered a week.....

felt less than a day;

next to you.

Now you are farther...

more distant...

unreachable...

we still talk,

but its not the same

I wanna be with you,

see you...

but it cant be.

A promise to meet..

a year from now

I slowly wait....

till that day

when our paths...

will once again

~cross

Dream

Thinking about a dream.....

a few can complete

reaching for the stars

only a few make it

why try just to fail?

Moving forward

taking that step

making progress....

towards that unreachable goal

the chances are slim

but why go for simple things?

moving towards a goal.....

makes the time spent worth it

Reaching out

opening up

experiencing new things...

life becomes fun

you live and enjoy

as you progress towards that goal...

before you know it

it slams you in the face

getting so close

messing up will hurt

but not trying...

will just end it all