Saturday, October 22, 2011

Stand Up

In your mind, the pressure builds up; parents, friends, relationships... What can you do? Where is it safe? Why you? Many things happen, to the benevolent and the malicious, but one must persevere throughout all the hardships. Its the difficulties that makes us strong, the losses that encourage us, and the successes that makes us!
At times it gets very difficult, people expecting things, wanting more, but why you? They can do what they want, but why am I in it? People do many things, for reasons most keep to themselves. One can be your best friend just to "use" you later on, so who can you trust? The world is vast, filled with its share of good and bad, those that you trust is up to you, but don't expect everything to work out the first time. Luck rarely occurs over and over, one has to take the extra effort to achieve what they want. But what would life be without the difficulties? Enjoy the time you have with someone, do what you want, enjoy the life you live, and most of all don't regret! If you want something then ask, whats there to lose? Your outlook? It's better to try and fail with people laughing at you , which they rarely do, rather than not try because of public opinion; there's always a first time. Besides without trying where will you get? Being more open requires self-confidence, trusting more people, even with the risk of them hurting you back, but if you don't try then who will? Always expecting things to happen for you without you even making the effort, that's luck! Put forth the effort, be more active, and make new friends. Having those you can talk to, spend time with, and share your happiness is a necessity. So go spend some time with those people, relieve the pressure, and enjoy your life!


There is nothing to lose, but everything to gain.

New :P

Yo poptart
hey all the way
all i gotta say
its just me yo
enter my domain
without all that profain~ity
say yo yo yo
hi there
he's here
im new
be TRUE!

Friday, September 9, 2011

Something new

Leaving school on Friday
my whole weekend ahead
laying on my bed
the homework I dread

I want to try something new
something different
going to the park
try tennis for the first time

I know i'll fail
miss it half the time
aim so badly
but whats so bad?
just have fun
x)


Never kno till u try

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Helpless

So far away
with you on my mind
i feel astray
why are you so kind?

I feel useless
unable to do anything
so helpless
just nothing
its killing me
why does this have to be...

I wait for
that one day
when i can be there
in your life
as someone
.....useful
by your side

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Step

The first step
most difficult of them all
when to begin
how will it end
enshrouded in mystery
why take the risk

To believe this
opportunities missed
to never try
being "shy"


Taking the first step
what can you regret?

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Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Key club first meet

At 7:07pm my parents returned with the car. I argued some, but eventually decided to go even if I was late. We arrive around 7:16 ish to my high school, where I found a random seat, near people I thought I knew. I talked a little to them, turned out they were just random people. At around 7:30 we all got up and played a game to know other people, whom I knew barely any. I find some people I think I knew and just switched in between groups every time a new game started. Meeting new people was fun, getting to know their names(which I've sadly already forgotten), and hanging around them for a while. When I got home I tried to exercise like normal, but somehow felt down, I don't know why.

Monday, August 29, 2011

Waiting

We were so close
and now so far
how do I cope..
with this longing feeling
together for only a short time
I wish it would last
wanting it to continue
what am I to do?

Every day...
I miss you more
I space out randomly..
thinking about you
I try not to...
occupying myself in activities
but whenever I'm free
your the first thing on my mind

I have to wait (a year)
overloading myself...
extracurricular activities; studying
just to hasten that time
for the day
my world will re bloom...
being with you
together once again

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Summer

The end of sophmore year
the beginning of freedom
I leave with few regrets
for the fun has just begun

At the end of June
I left for MA
the drive taking a day
feel asleep right away
first week was difficult
train system, one way roads
new class, new people, and
new environment.

First day at Junction
I ended up in a good group
though i still felt isolated
no one I knew...
all strangers

I stayed with them (group) for a while
slowly talking to others
eventually switching (group)
and meeting new people
making more friends
and one special person

Junction ended quickly
wanting more time...
wishing to stay...
being separated...
I miss MA already
but will come back next year :)

Friday, August 26, 2011

Bored

Monday; the beginning
the week passing by
homework and classwork piling up
extracurricular activities
no time to enjoy

When Friday comes
what is there to do?
cant get out
nothing planned
just settling here (at home)
time slowly passing by
like an hourglass
i slowly feel empty

Through the day though
I have one person
I talk to
filling that void...
of emptiness
with them..
the day passes by
the hourglass turned
and the emptiness gone

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Distant

Meeting you..
my life changed
watching you..
quietly ; I was contempt

Talking to you,
knowing you,
how can i forget....?
the happiness you brought...

Being with you...
my world bloomed;
that short time.....
though considered a week.....
felt less than a day;
next to you.

Now you are farther...
more distant...
unreachable...
we still talk,
but its not the same
I wanna be with you,
see you...
but it cant be.

A promise to meet..
a year from now
I slowly wait....
till that day
when our paths...
will once again
~cross

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Dream

Thinking about a dream.....
a few can complete
reaching for the stars
only a few make it
why try just to fail?

Moving forward
taking that step
making progress....
towards that unreachable goal
the chances are slim
but why go for simple things?
moving towards a goal.....
makes the time spent worth it

Reaching out
opening up
experiencing new things...
life becomes fun
you live and enjoy
as you progress towards that goal...
before you know it
it slams you in the face
getting so close
messing up will hurt
but not trying...
will just end it all